Listen to yourself and live how you feel, your call choose your path: Light or Darkness.
It is about finding something that feels good to you, what you want, with what you flow, with which you interact at ease with yourself and feel good, then you will be honest with yourself, then you will be filling your kingdom and your garden in a way that you can feel satisfied, so that you can invite others to enter your kingdom and others will want to share theirs with you, you must have faith in yourself, in your convictions, in your emotions and feelings.